I have something that most other people do not have. Someone to love, and love me back.
I guess I ought to be grateful. No, I am grateful. It’s just that at times, I do ponder about romance. Something lacking in this relationship of mine.
Something that is noted though is that all my past romantic flings and relationships are always full of turmoil and confusion, anger, but also a lot of passion, love, willing sacrifices, and crazy you-jump-I-jump scenarios.
They were roller coaster rides full of ups and downs and twists and turns.
Whereas my relationship now is like a boat on calm waters. It’s serene, peaceful, and beautiful.
It’s not bad, but it’s not exciting either.
I need to learn to be more grateful, that’s for sure.
